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11/03/2005: "feeling bnl today"

I could be good, and I would - If I knew I was understood

And it'll be great, just wait - Or is it too little too late?

One day, this embarassment will fade behind me

And that day I could think of things that won't remind me

But these days it's unbearable for both of us,

We can't discuss it this way

I'm gaining strength, trying to learn to pull my own weight

But I'm gaining pounds at the precipice of Too Late

Just wait

I could be good, and I would - If i knew I was understood

And it'll be great, just wait - Or is it too little too late?

Record and play, after years of endless rewind

Yesterday wasn't half as tough as this time

This time isn't Hell,

Last time, couldn't tell

This mind wasn't well

Next time, hope I'm...

Going to be good, and I would - If I knew I was understood

And it'll be great, just wait - Or is it too little too late?

***

I'm so cool, too bad I'm a loser

I'm so smart, too bad I can't get anything figured out

I'm so brave, too bad I'm a baby

I'm so fly, that's probably why it

Feels just like I'm falling for the first time


I'm so green, it's really amazing

I'm so clean, too bad I can't get all this dirt off of me

I'm so sane, it's driving me crazy

It's so strange, I can't believe it

Feels just like I'm falling for the first time


Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost

Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost.

What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind

And it feels just like I'm falling for the first time


I'm so chill, no wonder it's freezing

I'm so still, I just can't keep my fingers out of anything

I'm so thrilled to finally be failing

I'm so done, turn me over cause it

Feels just like I'm falling for the first time


Anything plain can be lovely, anything loved can be lost

Maybe I lost my direction, what if our love is the cost?

Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost

Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost.

What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind

Replies: 2 Comments

on Friday, November 4th, mamasita said

wow, weren't they just the grandest poets?

incredible how they just take that sense of bipolar that we all share and express it so well.

on Sunday, November 13th, Moi said

Indeed, indeed.

Now when are they coming out with something new?